One last cry

Last night I let my emotions get the best of me. Like I said, I wish I
wasn't me so I wouldn't find myself waking up and remembering that I
cried myself to sleep. I'm a strong person, I really am, or maybe
that's what people perceive of me because I hide it well. Then again,
I'm writing this aren't I? So I'm not really hiding it.

I used to say you make me happy right now, but now I'm asking myself
how can the person who used to make me so happy and smile for days, be
the one that makes me sad now? It happens, I wish it didn't, but it
does. That's life I guess. I think I needed one last cry.

I just want to be "happy" again. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe I
can run away.

Madel
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