Letting go little by little

I used to wake up immediately thinking of you, but for the first time
some days ago, it wasn't immediately. Granted I still thought of you,
it wasn't the same. All this waiting is making me let go, but I'm
still wondering how you're doing. Do you still miss me, think of me?
It's stupid, I'm stupid.

When I got accepted in PLD yesterday, you were one of the people I
wanted to call, but I didn't because I'm letting go, little by little.
You're forcing me to let go. You're not capable of giving me what I
deserve and I have to accept that and slowly but surely, I will.

I think I'm reaching my maximum hold time.

Madel
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